the girl next door

Jade ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I eat most of my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I act kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them.

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Sunday, November 30, 2008
unbelievable. youre just that.

my answer sheet.
all ticked as "yes".
jeez.... wow.

im practically speechless.

"Okay! That was the emoest shit I've ever seen you type in your whole entire life and ..*ahem*.. is just screwing with your brain! I swear!"
-buddy :)

i love my friends..
they're so awesome. they just blow every inch of my mind.

love hurts.
but sometimes its a good hurt.
and it feels like im alive.
love sings
when it transcends the bad things.
have a heart and try me
cause without love i wont survive.

did you forget?
did you regret?

i would LOOOVE to say thank you to Sam :)
she actually came online at nearly 5AM cause i texted her.
i didnt expect her to wake up! hahahaha..
i expected her to wake up at like at 10 or 11?

last night i only slept for 2 hours. well 2 and a half hours.
i couldnt sleep at first. then yeah.
i shivered, mayb thats why. i shivered like how i did in London when i was at the bus stop at 8pm with just a jacket and it was raining... oh and really windy.
haha x)

so far so good.
today has been quite good... QUITE :)
i hope mama says yes! *CROSSING FINGERS LIKE A PRETZEL*

good and bad news.
school is over this week. its the last week of exams and yeah. thats awesome.
but its gonna be a month holiday.
which is good and bad. i have my reasons.
dearest internet, fuck up when im gone. i love you!
or actually, everyones facebook & msn... and any other thing to comunicate except mine and the people i choose.
MUAHAHAHAHAH - thats me being real bitchy.

now i know why bitches are usually happy in a weird way..
its nice :)

I dont care if we just met.
Ill kiss you, no regret.
Ive played it safe one too many times before.
Why look up to the sky, when all the stars are in your eyes,
No typical Thursday night.

did i mention why i only slept for 2 and a half hours?
slept at 6am. woke up at 8.30am.
why? went to the zoo.
yes, Zoo Negara.

and then after we ate the Lake Club.
along too came my gma. after lunch..
my mum and tamara swam, while my gma took me to see the reflexalogy downstairs :)
she thought it was going to be bad and a waste of money but NO WAY. i wanted it.
thanks to tash, ive been so into this. & I LOVE IT. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
the foot massage was goood.
it was a lil painful but it knocked me out, real good.

"He stands alone, conforming on his own. He's thinking but he does not speak. He tries to fight the urges on his mind, but she is what he truly seeks, but she is what he truly seeks.."

you cant make it obvious, cause im pathetic... really :)

farah, if youre reading this.. i got your david archuleta's song in my head. "crush".
hardy har har.

I got this awesome amazing crazy kinda crush on you
And though I try to forget you it doesn't matter what I do
On my mind all the time it's a crime
I can't deny it's true
Cause I got this awesome amazing crazy kinda crush on you
Crush on you

yaada, yaada..
i have to go.

You really done it this time
You know you've twisted my mind
You got me actin' like a whacked-out chick
Who will be responsible?
Cos' I'm really not logical
No I won't be to blame
You know I'm really not sane

I think I'm crazy
Think I'm stupid
Must have lost my mind
Wonderin' what I'm thinking
Lovin' you cos' boy if you were mine
I'd really go insane
You'd be my favourite thing
I go ballistic yeah your making me a crazy chick

You drivin' me
To insanity
All the things you do
You make me come anew
I just can't help myself
I need professional help, help
I need professional help

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

got that from erika's blog.... :)
try it out, for fuuuun.. haha

well nothing much to blog about today.
im obsessed over a song i heard in the movie Igor.
fantastic song. makes me smile. i not sure why but its just SUCH a nice song to sing along and you know.. have fun x]

ill post the video at the end.
YOU HAVE TO WATCH IT & hear the song!!

todays the day. thats what my sickkick told me.
i might buy that lg phone after all.
if i do, im most depending on my chinese new year money for concert tickets!
I TOUCH WOOD! *i seriously am... haha*

by Louis Prima :)

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Friday, November 28, 2008
yeah. thats nice to know. you ruined my night.

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's lefts good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

guess what?
i got the score ; you're the whore.
get it. got it. good.
you're a rizky featuaring a michael.

you're not good for me.
you got my blood rising. mind blowing. hands shaking. heart throbbing.
.. teeth grinding. vessels poppin'. knuckles cracking. muscle tearing.

probability (IGNORE THIS) :
85 % chance it will happen.
5 % chance it will not happen.
10% chance another earthquake like in the past with
happen again which causes the net to crash, cant SMS anyone.. and I, jade, will have a god damn happy vacation :)

fuck yes im the bitch. screw off. its in my url.
its not that im over protecting my friends,
im protecting my fucking self.

du syk kjerring.
vet dere hvor mye jeg er lei av deg?
av alle oksen dritt og unnskyldninger...
, og du, andre kjerring. har den frekkhet å si slike ting, og løfter som du blakk.
Jeg skal ikke stole på deg. Jeg måtte lære det på den harde måten. Du løy for meg. hvert eneste ord som kom ut.. ligger ligger ligger.
hvis jeg kunne, ville jeg endre alt. Jeg sitat, "det var et stort feilgrep".

the net is being bitchy this days..
mayb my 10% probability will come true.


between green vs red

no. its not okay.
its not okay to keep with the path.
its not okay to walk in the same path.
i need to change direction. building my own path out. my own land. my territory.

im glad youre always here by my side. up and downs. highs and low . side by side. day by week. month by year. :)

S U P P O S E T O M E A N ?

& nothing's change? are you sure?

I'm loving each day
As if it's the last
Dancing all night
Having a blast
'Cause baby
I want you right
Here next to me
We're loving each day
As if its the last
Dancing all night
Having a laugh
'Cause baby
I need you here

i should go now. i had a pleasant time today tash :)
it was relaxing.
next week!

; razzmatazz

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been there, done that.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it at all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don´t forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Don´t forget

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Is anybody out there??
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
if i screamed loud enough, would you hear me?
did you know colours make me happy? :)

Stand in line like military time
Flowers blooming up from dirt
Wear the ties and complicated lines
There's wrinkles on a fresh pressed shirt
He stands alone, conforming on his own
He's thinking but he does not speak
He tries to fight the urges on his mind

But she is what he truly seeks
But she is what he truly seeks

Hey, Is anybody out there? Im reaching out

Hey, Is anybody out there? I'm coming down
Hey, Is anybody out there? I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out..

The heat does rise, perform in double time
The sweat is falling from his brow
He's near his prize, but she begins to fly
He knows that he must act the time is now
A dance, they play, an ancient lovers game
Averts his eyes and chooses not to stare
The trick he sees, is aiming not to please

Pretending that he doesn't really care
If you want her then pretend that you don't care

i just ate 2 red grapes. tamara is singing diamond castle. now, silly dreamer :)

i studied physics online just now.. heheh. yes i studied.
for like.. er.. some time. wasnt long. not my fault my attention span is HORRIBLE.
i swear it runs in the genes.
cause my problem same goes to tamara and justin.

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear

hehehe :)

hammer time!

mummy wants me to study more. bleh! :(

so yeah, wtv now. facebook was nice to me. it let me upload photos..
if it was really nice, it would let upload photos the
easy way and not the long way..
the long way = "simple uploader"
.... simple my ass. hahahah :P

i justed watched IGOR!! at tgv cinemas at one utama.
its really nice. okay not really as in really but you know... nice :)
its sweet. well, the character la. haha
and nice soundtrack too!
at the end, the played the song Henning sang for maz idol finals!
hahaha... "its gonna be a bright... bright, bright sun shinning day!"
i think thats the lyrics.

im sleepy :S
and its 11:40pm.

i got the cuppycake song stuck in my head. her voice. so freaking cute.

im in love with a phone. when i asked how much, my jaws dropped. all i could say was "are you serious?!"
hahah. heres the phone :D

beauty aint it?

hahahha. the one i saw was black and silver. it cost rm699.
with a 1gb memory card plus a hundred. 2gb, 2 hundred more...

i want la :S
anyone going to england during xmas?
if you are, buy for me when youre there! like on boxing day!
cause the boxing day sales are cheaper then the xmas sales! :O

hahahaahah... oh damn. i wish.

something ive been longing for a long time.. DKNY perfume. the green apple one.
omg. its so nice. its just so.... ahhh ;)
no seriously. anybody wanna buy me one for xmas or like.. for fun cause i like presents??
hahaha xD
or you can just get me the LG KS360 mobile :)

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

check out my elmo shirt i bought in bangkok! lollollol

you grip my hand,
just as i fall..

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130th post ; Shes A Damn WHORE.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Keep your hands to yourself,
These lips belong to someone else.
And you know that you, will never get on it.

Keep your lies to yourself,

Every lie, you heard from someone else,
And you know that you will never get with it.
Well I sussed you good.
You knew I would.

So haven’t you heard?

Just a mark, one last shot

Another night and another girl?
Well I taste so good,
But you knew I would.

So who's keeping score?
On who is a whore?
With you by my side

That look in your eye

I hope you'd know.

Go home and wash your jeans,

Cause there's dirt on the knees,

Your jealously doesn’t sit with me.

You love, I love you too,

Below the waist I’ll start charging you,

Cause that’s just how the players play the game.

My winning streak, is missing you.

So who's keeping score?

On who is a whore?
With you by my side
That look in your eye
I hope you'd know.

So who's keeping score?
On who is a whore?

With you by my side,
That look in your eye,
I hope you'd know.

And you hope.

Save for,
Save it for the bedroom

We'll save it for the,
Save it for the bedroom.
Oh i'll save it for the,
Save it for the bedroom.

lalalalalalalalalalaalalala :)
just er.. updating my blog?
i dont really have much to talk about so ill just, you know, blab.

i was pretty much hilarious.
it that correct? i dont know. is pretty in the sentence above rite?
or is it suppose to be a diff kinda spelling?
hahahah idk. oh well...

i got to see my cousin just now. its about time!
i havent seen her in months! like omg.

i had one of the funniest convo yesterday night with iman.
yup, iman nordin.

iman. says: (10:56:16 PM)

Yo. hows bangkok like???

jade. says: (10:56:30 PM)

came back yesterday..

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jade. says: (10:56:36 PM)

it was cool mann

jade. says: (10:56:39 PM)

i ate..

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iman. says: (10:57:20 PM)

holy shiz! thats amazing!

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jade. says: (10:57:31 PM)

it was so...

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iman. says: (10:57:56 PM)

you retaaaaard.

i still have one more movie to watch.
its call the clique or something like that.

and yeah.. i know i still havent uploaded the photos yet.. :P

i got the cam next to me with the cable but like.....
i donno. just not bothered but i want to.
yeah, something like that. :D

been listenting to THE DOWNTOWN FICTION.
omg. they. are. awesome.

to listen to them... click here. no. here. no. here. no. here.

naaah just kidding. here. :)
yes. i did that just to fill up the space.

and yes. i was just kidding again.. cause you are suppose to click..
onthisdamnlongsentencejustformyandyourentertainmentcausewenothingelsebettertodo :)
thanks to slyvia for intro-ing me to them. ive said thanks like many times already..

Stand in line like military time
Flowers blooming up from dirt
Wear the ties and complicated lines
There's wrinkles on a fresh pressed shirt
He stands alone, conforming on his own
He's thinking but he does not speak
He tries to fight the urges on his mind
But she is what he truly seeks
But she is what he truly seeks

Hey, Is anybody out there? Im reaching out
Hey, Is anybody out there? I'm coming down
Hey, Is anybody out there? I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out..

The heat does rise, perform in double time
The sweat is falling from his brow
He's near his prize, but she begins to fly
He knows that he must act the time is now
A dance, they play, an ancient lovers game
Averts his eyes and chooses not to stare
The trick he sees, is aiming not to please
Pretending that he doesn't really care
If you want her then pretend that you don't care

yeah yeah yeah.. lyrics.
my chemistry sucks like balls. hanging balls.
eww. i shall speak no more.. about studies :)

so hmm.. i decided to check out what fahmi's status is all about..
silver bugatti veyron.
like wtf? really, its UGLY. i hope you read this fahmi.
its so... GAG GAG PUKE PUKE.
hahahahaah :D
naza ria also nicer.

hahahahaha :P

FROM 10.30AM TILL 1.30PM.
im not posting my home address here. never know who might just come. some random freaks... x)

so hmm..
dont think i have anything else to blog about.

this seems like a long post. but it aint.
..cause of the font size. hahahah :D
shortcuts... tsk tsk tsk.

whoa..... :P

random facts about me :
i do not have a favourite colour.
i look good in pink??
i dont like lots of caramel.
the only time i ate caramel it when they have camaral in between the kuala chocolate.. and the small round-ish cadbury.. you know? haha.
i love flowers. i get tons on valetines in school. THANK YOU ALL THAT SENT ME in the past x)
i dont like to gossip abot people. then again, that was in the past. now when i start.. i cant stop!
i like combing my hair...
i love watching movies.
i like long walks on the beach.. HAHAHA. i said that for fun. to make it seem like those dating sites that you write about yourself.. you feel me?! :D
i love going to gigs.
i love my best friends.
i love....... window shopping. ohmygod. i love it.
better still, i love shopping. actually, i just like it.
i LOVE going on holidays.
i LOVE planes. cant get enough of it.
i LOVE tuna.
i love coco pops.
i love bowsters.
i like pjs. theyre comfy.
i like wearing sunnies. big ones.
i like the medals & trophies in my bedroom. GO HELANG!!
and duh, i freaking mega mega MEGA L O V E music.

time to,
blabbing :)

i got this from am's blog :)
omg. i didnt know you changed your skin again.
i likey! hahaha.

what does Jade mean?

You are fair, honest, and logical.
i can say i am honest most of the time..
You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
r-e-s-p-e-c-t! coolio.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
right on!
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem.
You are great at giving other people advice.
"so how do you feel about that??" :P

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
Jade number ONE!
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
like am said.. whats "type A"??

You are balanced, orderly, and organized.
You like your ducks in a row.
hahahahhahahhaahaha.. quack quack!
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
fear me
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong.
my grandma tells me than quite often......
You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are friendly, charming, and warm.
im snow white :D
You get along with almost everyone.
im a butterfly! :D
You work hard not to rock the boat.
but, i like my boat to rock.... hahaha
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
yeah man!

... and for faishal's request..
what does faishal's name mean?!

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
awwwh... haha
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
disco! dico!
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
like me??
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
i believe so too..
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
again, what?!?

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
hahaha.. ill be sure to push you. like "they" said.. im aggressive!

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
whoa..! sexy?! WHOA! :P (lollollollollol)
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
sounds like you the man..
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
"you got the power!" BOOM! from bruce almighty!
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
selfish eh?? :O

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

... tell me.... xD

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Monday, November 24, 2008
no comment.

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sawadeeka (:
Sunday, November 23, 2008
aloha :)
im just back from Honolulu, Hawaii! it. was. awesomeee!

just kidding! hahahah.

i just came back from Bangkok, Thailand. wish i had gone to honolulu though. hahaha

so yeah. i bought a bunch of stuff. all i need to get is white shorts now and it would be perfect.

i still cant get over the fact that geoff is really nice.
wtf axn?! how can you make him look like a bitch? he is freaking hilarious.. and nice.. and etc.

omg. did you know that tisha (real name is olivia) is older than geoff by 5 years?
see! age dont matter! hahaha
okay i shall stop now.

wow. quite a lot of stuff happened in just a couple of days in bangkok.
i ate thai food! hahahah :)
it was pretty rad.
i learnt how to say hello.. how much?.. thank you... yeah thats all.
you should hear thai people have a convo. its so interesting hahah.
my mum know how to count one to ten in thai.

i know you arent reading this but.. oh well.

i saw at Siam Square eating lunch.. and on the menu it read :
DEEP FRIED SNAKE with blah blah blah
and also
FRIED SNAKE with some type of curry.

gag gag gag

i have tons of photos to upload on facebook.
i havent even uploaded the vid of tamara's concert. hahaha
yes i know. im slow. :S

alrighty. its time to... WAKE UP FAISHAL and mayb fahmi. hahaha.
faishal if you read this... if you didnt want me to wake you up, you could at least REPLY my wall. gossh! ahahaha.

toodles! :)

p.s. henry and bernie miss their flight today. they were suppose to be on the same flight as me and my mum.. but henry only went back to his hotel to pack and get ready as 4ish in the morning???

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Monday, November 17, 2008
wanna know how I feel?

i feel like we're on a bumpy road for nearly the pass month.
its like, i feel like YOU are ahead of me..
and im like 7 bumps at the back of you.. going up the stupid steep damn road.

trying to chase after you while you just run ahead.
you people are fucking magnets.

now all i have to do is just pull the trigger.

you just dont understand. i hint hint hint hint hint it.
but you're too blind by whats caught your attention.
you dont see what right in front of you till its gone...

feeling like shit, you make it worst.
i try to tell you but boy, its hard to get your attention.

alone, you left me hanging on.
im just your extra now.
needing me when something is gone.

everyday thinking i almost had IT, made it uber worst.
nearly having it.. just the thought of it.


... it'll be your turn someday and you'll stop asking why.

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silly dreamer, what were you thinking?
Sunday, November 16, 2008
grandpa, i wish i had one. i cross my fingers hopping you're the opposite of a jinx-er.. apparently mum too is a jinx-er & so i have enough of them in my life.
gosh.. i miss you and grandma. its nearly been a year.
far from england. i miss it, a lot.

i wished mum had not said *** in the morning. damn.

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
barely even friends
than somebody bends...unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bitter sweet and strange
Finding you could change
Learning you where wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

in that pass 10 hours.. ive been awaiting for your call//message.
i constantly check my phone. wishing. hoping. but i guess im not doing it right.
i like the song im gonna post up at the end of the blog..

D O O D L E ! !

so for those who dont know, i used to be a mega mega westlife fan.
and prita too :D HAHA.
i used to just walk down the stairs (one level) and POOF!, im already at the computer with her googling westlife. well, most of the time... heheh.

some choruses from westlifeeeeeee! :

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now?
When you're looking like that

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

there are times like this when i wish we didnt have the internet but wrote letters.
there are times like this when i wish i had a time machine.
there are times like this when i wish... just wish it never happened, never feeling this way.

On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain


you should watch this video on youtube.. :)
damn it. i cant find the peterpan one. it was so damn nice.
here is a replacement... titanic!
C L I C K O N T H I S T O V I E W T H E V I D E O N O T H E R E B U T O N Y O U T U B E !

I've been wishing on a star but I could never have imagined
I would land just where you are after all this lonesome traveling
Took one look in your eye, reach out to hold your hand
This is when I realized that I could never understand
Do you want to be my one and only love?
Do you want to be my one and only love?
So you wanna be my friend, so you wanna be my lover
With you I do confess I can't be one without the other
That was hard for me to say, I hope I said it right
Which ever, come what may, you see I need to know tonight
Do you want to be my one and only love?
Do you want to be my one and only love?
Do you want to play these cards, do you want to lay them down?
DO you want to run away or do you want o stick around?
Do you want to be my one and only love?
Do you want to be my one and only love?

i likey the song superhuman by chris brown feat keri hilson... :D

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

its been nearly a day..
i cant really sleep. been awake since 7am. going shopping in about 2 hours time...
strawberry shortcake puts me to sleep, in a good way.
when they sing, their voices are just...... whoa.

Silly dreamer
What were you thinking?
You dreamed so big
There was no way you could win

Silly dreamer
Your hope is sinking
You never really had a chance
So why'd ya bother to begin?

When your most favourite dream's
About to shatter
And you see it'll never come true
Why keep on hoping your dream
Will ever matter?
And if it won't
What's the matter with you?

Silly dreamer,
You're better off with open eyes
No disappointments or being taken by surprise
You wished upon a star
But it was too high to achieve
Silly dreamer
Silly dreamer
Weren't you just silly to believe?

Silly dreamer
Don't stop your dreaming

No dream's too big
And no victory too small

Silly dreamer
It's you who leads us

Without our dreams
How on earth
Would we get anywhere at all?

When it seems like you ought to stop believing
And it feels like there's no more you can do
Just hold on, knowing darkness is deceiving
With the light
All your dreams my just come true...

Silly dreamer
You still can dream with open eyes
And see a future
That smiles on anyone who tries
Keep wishing on that star

Keep wishing on that star

Who knows what heights you might achieve

Silly dreamer
Silly dreamer

It's never silly to believe!

And in the morning
When you wake
If you take your dreams with you
You can make all your dreams come true

So good night
And with the morning light
You can make your own sweet dreams
Come true!

p.s. the word verification for this post is kindda funny.. : OMON

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you're so fine, you blow my mind..
Sunday, November 9, 2008
if my blog was private i would so blog about EVERYTHING.
like how im feeling now.
oh damn.

ive got many emotions going through me now.
& im confused with my feelings.

Oh Mickey, what a pity, you don't understand
You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand
Oh Mickey, you're so pretty, can't you understand?
It's guys like you, Mickey
Ooh what you do Mickey, do Mickey
Don't break my heart, Mickey
*replace Mickey with ... thats if you know who. HAHA :)

ive got the goosebumps. i just sneezed heheh.
ill post up a vid of tamara's part in the school concect next time.
it was today. on a sunday... morning.

well.. yeah...
im gonna call prita and tell her whos he now. she deserves to know :)

if only it didnt cost money..

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love's first kiss ; im hungry.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
i used to sing a very special song when i was younger. i never really think about i that often, until moments ago.
its from the movie "chitty chitty bang bang".
have you seen it? :)

well... this is the song where the guy and the girl fall in love while performing at the castle.. i think to get the guy's kids again or something.

What do you see
(Truly Scrumptious)
You people gazing at me
(you're truly truly scrumptious)
You see a doll on a music box, that's wound by a key
(scrumptious at...)
How can you tell I'm
Under a spell I'm
Waiting for love's first kiss
(honest truly, your the answer to my wishes)
You cannot see
(Truly Scrumptious)
How much I long to be free
(though I may seem presumptuous)
Turning around on this music box that's wound by a key
(my heart beats so unruly)
(because I love you truly)
While I'm turning around and around)
(honest, Truly I do)

so anyway, heres the vid.

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tasha is going to like the future cause theres gonna be many robots and flying cars... kan? :)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
since my dearly best friend wants me to blog about halloween.. here it goes! :D

on friday (31.11.08) i dressed as dracula. i didnt even think i REALLY was going to..
until i got all the props. haha.
i even got in the cab in my dracula suit.

i found out it was the cab driver's first time driving a passenger in a costume.
i was also wearing the while paint and blood on my face..

when i got to taylors college, tasha and the rest havent arrived yet. & i was feeling pretty malu.
so i took infront of the guard house.. facing the wall and started calling people.
so make it seem like i was in a deep convo? :P
oh by the rest i mean athira, razlan, aimran, eka, adrie and sean.

my479 performance at taylors rocked. fullstop.

but before they played, some of the teachers at the college had to dance to triller by michael jackson.
the teachers are so cool. they actually dress up!
like 3 of them wore total black and put "spider webs" and stuff on themselves...

so after taylors we headed off to sunway college. there were a couple of black dudes dancing.
was cool... then it just got freaky.

at the end of the day, it was really fun. very er 'mature' halloween. HAHA
no trick or treating this time.

here are some pictures.
cheeky red devil with dracula.

this is aimran..

and this is razlan.

i give you adrie & tasha :

terrorist :

well, thats my halloween.
amazing aint it? :)

so yeah.. the rest of this post is for tasha. this is special delivery for you since facebook is being a damn bitch and not letting me upload photos.
did you know it took me 5 hours to upload my default!?!

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fill in the blanks & you'll get my answer.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

lalalalalala... im in love with that song.
so it seems to me nearly everyone i know is voting for BARACK OBAMA.
if you're an american and eligible to vote, VOTE VOTE VOTE!
hahahahah too late. its 4th of november 2008.
i have no idea whats going on in america now. i dont even know the time difference.
lord help us out. PEACE.

im messaging a friend now.
seems to me it gets weirder and weirder. hahaha yes, its akanksha. :)

like huh? for shitzo.

i didnt go to school yesterday.. due to the fact that my foot was sprained.
its actually the muscle below the toes, but wtv. same thing.
so anywho, today i came to school late. as usual. ahahaha
but today, the chem door was lock. so i had to miss chem. not on purpose!
just.. lucky in a bad way. :D


causing equations...
confusing ones.

mum might be going to bangkok (heheh) for the TARA 3 finals.
i really really hope i can go. why?
ONE. i love planes.
TWO. i havent been to bangkok.
THREE. i want to go to bangkok.
FOUR. experience of a life time here! :D
FIVE. ........ it'll be cool?

ahahhhaa. im crossing my fingers.

its 11:59:30pm.
not any more in 10 secs.!
dum dum dum!


why yes, i have nothing to write about.

tash syg, if you're reading this... HELLO :)
i miss you. last time i saw you felt like er.. days. hahahah.
eh you know what i miss? READING RYAN FAN FICS.
updating any time soon perhaps?? hahah.

that reminds me..
in jason's song if it kills me, i love the line "
Baby, that's a case of my wishful thinking".
specially that wishful thinking part.
hehe x)

which also reminds me..
i use the line "thats what they all say.." a little too often?
nahhhh! hahaaha.
oh tash, i love that guy you created it.
whats his name? kevin? cool guy.

im reading how to read my palms.
hahah its pretty cool. interestinggggg..
its kindda true. it says i have a short attention span. SO TRUE.

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

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