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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
emotions are funny.how i was feeling 2 days ago was totally different than how im feeling now.
2 days ago i was beyond happy.
ive mention stuff ive never mentioned before.
ive opened up.
i started off shy and stuff but a relationship is like a flower.
we have to blossom sooner or later.
well obviously we're late blossomers. dont really matter but still..
we cant be too late.
but now..
its totally the opposite.
im not saying im depressing and fcked up or anything like that.
its just that,
something went wrong while it was happening.
like it wasnt meant to be. im not sure.
eventually it will figure out itself.
hold on.
somethings wrong. comparing us to flowers are wrong.
relationships are more of... butterflies.
im not saying that just because i really dig em, lol.
but think of it.
relationships could be like caterpillars in cocoons.
we're all wrapped up with our own stuff. personal or non-personal doesnt really matter.
thing is, we tend to.. how shall i say it?..
delay?
for example, we want to say stuff.
coming clean or confessing or even saying stuff we were too shy to say out before..
we might.. delay it.
prolly too embarrassed or shy to say it.
this is when we are just wanting to come out of that cocoon.
we are like dying to come out. but we still have to wait..
things turn out right... we finally come out sooner than expected.
if not... we just have to keep waiting.
maybe some of you may not know what im trying to say but just keeping re-reading this.
you might just relate this to something else and understand what im really trying to say.
dig dip.
xx
m e .
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can