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Jade ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I eat most of my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I act kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them.

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That we exsist but we're taking it slow
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
the closer i got to 'Point B' the more butterflies i had.
its amazing how nervous and scared i was.
in a violent way, if was as if someone was messing around with stomach.

i had to repeat words to myself as i walked closer.
if people saw me they would most prolly think i was crazy. really.
i found it kindda funny.

less than half the distance away, my mind was going crazy.
yelling at me not to feel the way i felt and to stay calm.
another voice inside was head was yelling for me to say something ive been wanting to say for a long time.
but ive been too afraid. afraid to tell the truth. afraid to know what would happen after.

today was the day. im glad i said it if not i think i wouldve gone nuts.

so im just gonna pray and hope. thats all i can do. ill play my part, the best i can, and i'll be wishing it all turns out okay.
okay is good. nothing is perfect.

Are you mine? Are you mine?
Cos I stay here all the time,
Watching telle, Drinking wine,
Who'd of known, Who'd of known,
When you flash up on my phone,
I no longer feel alone.

Let's just stay, Let's just stay,
I wanna lie in bed all day,
We'll be laughing all the way,
You told your friends,
They all know,
That we exsist but we're taking it slow,
Lets just see how we go,
Now let's see how we go.

thats from lily allen's new video. well new song to me hahah.
i think the vid is cool. she kidnaps elton john. random but awesome.
OMG the chorus. it really sounds like the song 'shine' by take that.
yes. i know take that. :)

just help sew me up and we can try to make this work.
we can just try.
what do you have to lose?


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