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dear pacific, dear wont you take me away?
Thursday, December 3, 2009
do you think of me? do you miss me? i just wonder.. you said you loved me THAT much, but did it all disappeared already? was in transfered to her?does she belong to you? its so hard for me. watching or hearing. you've been around me, good and bad. the thing is, i cant get over you at all. something in me is just holding on.
hope. im hoping so much. hope for miracles if they exist.
every time i wonder wheres my guardian angel.
i know your guardian angel cant give you everything you want but this to me is so big.
too big. it stole my heart away.
as the barrier left, you were so close yet so far away.
i wish i could just reach out and hold on close.
to wrap my arms around you. to push away those insecurity ive been having.
to feel your love all over again.
thinking about tomorrow gives me massive butterflies.
it numbs my mind.
what is happening?
what im doing tomorrow, wrong or right, its my last.
i dont want it to be my last.
i really dont. you dont know how much.
as the clouds move, the sun shines.
the world is still turning about its axis.